15 02 2011

So much has happened over the last few years in my little life that it almost makes my head spin.  The good, the bad and yes……even the ugly. I’ve always known that I am an emotional basket case.  I, in some ways, pride my self in the fact that I carry my emotions on my chest like a suit of armor.  It is who I am and I KNOW that I am a good person.  I love whole heartedly and live honestly.  Life I believe is just test of strength and determination.  It is what you make it.  I make it the best that I can by surrounding myself by the people I love and who love me.  Friends and family. Close or distant.  I try to see the good in everyone and understand that not everyone is the same.  I try not to judge and remember that not everyone is ready to live their lives to the fullest. They have not given themselves permission to let go of sadness and remember that we only live once and this life time is shorter then it sounds.

I’ve learned that it’s not only time that heals all wounds but that forgiveness, patience, compassion and understanding aids in the path to happiness.  And truely allowing your self to be happy with what you have and not what you want or don’t have. Knowing that it’s hard work and dedication that take your life in the direction you want it to go. Knowing that nothing great comes easily and if it is, then in the end it won’t be that great as you have not worked for it.  Remembering that everyone deserves a thank you for even the smallest of things.  A smile, an opened door, an I love you all make a world of difference right?

I’ve been struggling with a few things over the last few months and I have really given my life a once over. And this is what I have come up with. “I” make the difference in my life.  “I” make a difference in others lives. And when I am not the very best ME that I can be then what good am I to anyone? including my self. I deserve more then that. So “I” have taken back ME!!!  The happy, fun loving, crazy, smiley, EMOTIONAL BASKET CASE that “I” love!  OK and the one you all love too! So in saying all this, i’d like to introduce you all to the NEW and IMPROVED Dee!!  Stop by and say hello sometime won’t you?




One response

15 02 2011

Absolutely wonderful to have you back among us! It sounds as if things have taken a turn for the better. Happy to hear that.


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